Post by edward on Jul 21, 2011 15:15:32 GMT -5
Edward sat silently on the edge of the Boardwalk's large wooden, splintering bridge, looking over to the ocean. Soon this would be their new home; away from Bella, away from Forks, away from everything. Time had been running out between them, and Edward hoped that he'd made the right choice, deciding to break Bella's heart once and for all. It wasn't working out between them after all; he'd been convinced that in the beginning when he first met her. This was better, he was doing the right thing. This was the way it was meant to be.
He couldn't help feeling the smallest tinge of remorse and regret. He'd done this before to her; left her for her own good. But this time it was his fault; he was leaving Bella for his own selfish reasons. I don't love Bella anymore. The words felt odd in his mind, like they weren't coming from him. A few days ago he never thought he'd be feeling this way; that he'd be stuck with Bella forever. But now it was the end; the end of everything. Edward knew that he would never find someone for him like he'd found Bella, but he had to. Maybe go back to Tanya, find someone who was good for him, that wasn't dangerous. Someone that he would be putting in danger every moment of every day. Someone.
He couldn't help feeling the smallest tinge of remorse and regret. He'd done this before to her; left her for her own good. But this time it was his fault; he was leaving Bella for his own selfish reasons. I don't love Bella anymore. The words felt odd in his mind, like they weren't coming from him. A few days ago he never thought he'd be feeling this way; that he'd be stuck with Bella forever. But now it was the end; the end of everything. Edward knew that he would never find someone for him like he'd found Bella, but he had to. Maybe go back to Tanya, find someone who was good for him, that wasn't dangerous. Someone that he would be putting in danger every moment of every day. Someone.